"In the
beginner's mind there are many possibilities, but in the expert's there are
few."
Shunryu Suzuki
I spent a lot of time in my studio this week. For the first time in quite awhile, I had a window of opportunity to get in there and I was ready to roll up my sleeves. However, once I got started, I just couldn’t seem to make anything happen! All week long, everything I did felt forced, heavy-handed. There was simply no flow.
But then on
Saturday morning, I padded into my studio in my pajama’s with a cup of coffee,
put on David Bowie’s new album and just began to play around. While I worked, I also had a long
conversation with a close friend of mine who was feeling down. Somehow the music, the morning sunlight and the ability to support a beloved friend,
things began to unfold. Just like that.
Linda Povey Beginner's Mind 6 x 6 inches Mixed media and encaustic on paper 2013 |
Shoshin is a concept in Zen Buddhism that means "Beginner's Mind.” It refers to having an attitude of openness and a lack of preconceptions when studying any subject, just as a beginner would, even when studying at an advanced level. While I am certainly a beginner as a painter, this concept struck a deep chord within me. Shunryu Suzuki, author of Zen Mind, Beginner’s Mind wrote, “If your mind is empty it is always ready for anything. It is open to everything. In the beginner's mind there are many possibilities, but in the expert's there are few."
I realized
that an important part of my painting practice is to not overthink what I
am doing, to just let go of the outcome.
Suzuki wrote, “In the Beginner’s Mind there is no thought, ‘I have
attained something,’ all self-centered thoughts limit our vast mind. When we have no thought of achievement, no
thought of self, we are true beginners and we can really learn something.”
Interestingly,
the Beginner’s Mind painting began as
a photograph I took in Valley Forge Park in January. This is a vista I have enjoyed almost daily
for over 20 years. Throughout each miraculous season, or at different times of day, it is always evolving and fresh, yet somehow a
constant comfort. The painting was my attempt to express how that line of trees looks and feels through my
Beginner’s Mind. Open. Ready. Without expectation.
Valley Forge Park January 2013 |
I invite
you to take a few moments to listen to Peter Coyote narrate a few paragraphs from Shunryu
Suzuki’s timeless and profound book. As I head back into the studio, and in other areas of my life, I'm going to try to practice this valuable Zen lesson.
Shunryu Suzuki's Zen Mind, Beginner's Mind